currently hyperfixated on   love and deepspace, wuthering waves, xikers, zerobaseone, dean ambrose/jon moxley, aj lee, cm punk.  where to reach me / links   main twitter | ia | priv. twitter | pinterest | tiktok | tumblr | ia | pronouns.ccwuwa id: 601875519 ( eu server, spectrover & camellya, brant main )
lads id: 81003135803 ( asia server, sylus main )
discord id: doveloves ( selective )

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before you follow,

i am diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder and have very heavy social anxiety, depression & have a prognosis for adhd. i also possibly have autism—which i won't be seeking diagnosis for due to it affecting my future career choice. i also think i could have stpd, but no professional opinions on that as of now. try to be patient with my shortcomings.
addendum: this doesn't mean you are obligated to put up with my shitty behavior, i'm just unapologetic about them most of the time.if i follow you, i just think you are cool; you don't have to become mutuals with me, though it would make me very happy. i don't do f4f likewise, but you're more than welcome to interact with me as long as you don't violate my dni criteria.i'm inherently multifandom, you won't see me post about one interest in particular all the time and i don't care to make separate accounts for different fandoms if that's a problem for you. i know it's hypocritical but i'm selective with other multifandom accs, if none of our interests align or very little do & you don't post much about them either, then i won't fb.i consider myself a yumejin and a himefujin. i love shipping myself w/ characters and i love having queer ships between characters and very open about this side of me. no shocker for my main twt since i mostly do ladsposting but STILL- if you're a non-sharing yume then assume we double something and dni plsi am pagan (more specifically omnitheist with an affinity for hellenic paganism), and a hecate, aphrodite & hypnos worshipper. i try to keep my worship private so you won't have to worry about anything but i won't take negative or mocking connotations used against my religion or spirituality in general kindly. it's called a 'belief' for a reason.

do not follow if you...

[basic dni criteria applies]take a 'neutral' stance on a fucking genocide (you're a fucking idiot & siding with oppressors. they were promised my dick. )engage with edtwt, shtwt, and with people from alike, anti-recovery echo chamber ass niche spaces. i don't have a problem with people struggling with disorders, but i don't think these microcosms have your best interest, let's not kid ourselves. i hope you heal one day. #nottrynnaseethatactively dislike the artists or other interests i enjoy. i like them for a reason and i don't wanna hear them being talked down unless it's valid a criticism of sorts like PLEASE.support generative ('art', writing, voice banks of people without their consent, etc.) ai usage, disrespect people's honest work, etc.
addendum: ai has many useful usages but creative endeavors ain't one of them, not to mention they are ruining the environment to keep the gen-AI tools' servers running.i am highly critical of the media i enjoy & consume, similarly with the artists i support. if i don't see the same approach, i will break mutuals and/or block you as it is my duty to curate my own space.if you engage with incesty (step/pseudo included) / pedophilic (lolisho included) / noncon elements of fiction, advocate for these even if you don't. do not interact. whatever you call yourself, idgaf.
ladstwt specific: if you engage in that brocon / siscon / stepcest / pseudocest bullshit BE NORMAL. BE NORMAL ABOUT CALEB NOW!!! also if you like/rt those arts of mc looking like a child while the LIs look grown you will be blocked on sight. on this basis, i will be selective w caleb mains.

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         music i like.

  stanning   xikers (ult ! ♡ ) / zerobaseone (ult !) / xlov / mitski / hozier / brockhampton / matt maltese / etc.  casual   onlyoneof / yena / loossemble, artms, chuu, yves / txt / oneus / vixx / triple s / badvillain / gwsn / seventeen / nine muses / exid / dalshabet / yseult / paramore / djo / the marías / frank ocean / tyler the creator / aurora / she past away / se so neon / stromae / yves tumor / mareux / laufey / steve lacy / etc.  genres   to be added.

         games and other media i like.

love and deepspace / wuthering waves / sally face / jojo's bizarre adventure / the goldfinch / pride and prejudice (2005) / emma (2020) / monster prom, camp, roadtrip / alice: madness returns / baldur's gate 3 / league of legends (unfortunately) / girl from nowhere / touchstarved / fictif (esp. last legacy) / howl's moving castle / dislyte / etc.

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         bias list.

jinsik (ult of ults ! ♡ ), minjae / gyuvin (ult !), gunwook, taerae / rui / beomgyu, hyuka / xion / nine, mill / emma song / dino, vernon, seungkwan / sunoo / hyeju, jinsoul / ningning / jongho / sohyun / etc.

hobbies

rotting in my bed / daydream to an unhealthy degree / reading books / reading fanfics / witchcraft / tarot readings / psychoanalyzing random stuff / playing my funky little visual novels (which tend to be romance-oriented because i am a romantic at heart sorry) / writing / roleplaying / etc.

favorite characters.

xavier of love and deepspace / carlotta montelli, changli, the shorekeeper, camellya, lumi, zani, brant of wuthering waves / eungyeol/hansol yoo of wannabe challenge / felix iskandar escellun, anisa anka of last legacy / kuras of touchstarved / sal fisher of sally face / rohan kishibe, bruno bucciarati, leone abbacchio, risotto nero, illuso, vinegar doppio, squalo & tizziano, jolyne kujo, narciso anasui, johnny joestar, gyro zeppeli, hot pants of jojo's bizarre adventures / elizabeth bennet of pride & prejudice / theodore decker of the goldfinch / vladimir, taric, kai'sa, rakan & xayah, varus, sejuani, neeko of league of legends / nanno from girl from nowhere / milo belladonna, liam de lioncourt, joy johnson-johjima, dahlia aquino, zoe, sawyer, abdu of monster prom / yuuhime, jiang man, triki, fabrice, nicole, ahmed, cecilia, xiao yin of dislyte / etc.

'just like me fr' characters

xyx of blooming panic / crux of reanimated heart / rafayel of love and deepspace /   rime solano varela   of last legacy / toro inoue & jun mihara of pokepi / vere of touchstarved / johnny joestar, bruno bucciarati, mikitaka hazekura of jojo's bizarre adventures / mr. darcy of pride & prejudice / rook hunt of twisted wonderland / taishakuten of onmyoji / howl jenkins pendragon (book & movie versions) / vladimir of legal legs / brian yu of monster prom / asra alnazar of the arcana.

idk if this counts as kinning or not i feel like i'm too grown for that now but if you know these charas then it's easier to understand me as a person so here they are,,,